to imagine is not bad to act is and sometimes one leads to the other . to be trusted with that much money in checks or cash is a great honour that should not be taken lightly . I know that you are honest or you wouldn`t be trusted with that kind of job but keep your imagination in check and your actions honourable . I.E. leave the money alone if its not yours and sleep well at night with a clear conscience . if I had that kind of money to just do as I wanted with, I`d pay off my car ,settle some bills , and get the Jaguar I want . Glad you are trusted like that it`s a great honour as I said that they have that kind of faith in you . hope I haven`t offended as that was not my purpose only to remind us all that we must always be faithful in our dealings with others .